and Sharon wondered to herself, "what if this is as good as it gets?"

I'm not the one.

Never going to be.

I can't be the one

one is all I can be.

song link~not the one~collective soul

happy babies make me smile.

what if

Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?

See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs

Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all...
Right where it belongs

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?

What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?

And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?

sigh.

the gossip

such a metaphor for my life. believing SO strongly and childishly for idealistic yet unrealistic things, I plunge in at full speed, so convinced that just trying my best = enough to warrant a positive outcome, only to guess what.. fail, and fall on my ass! doh.

I like a sock monkey on top of a widdle charlie brown tree at my house better than a star on any giant one anyway...