2.01.2010




Interviews. Interviews. Interviews. Appointments. Tests. (High scores =] ) Appointments. Second Interviews! School?!?! Wow. Census test administrators and admissions counselors have been feeling the need to inform me that I'm a really smart cookie. So glad. Needed the confidence boost. I've been avoiding finishing school for so long. Thought I was getting by fine without my bachelor's for quite a while. But its time. I have hit a brick wall in my tolerance for status quo. My existing state of affairs is driving me into a dark corner of my mind.

Change is just screaming and pitching a fit and demanding to be had. I'm embracing it. Nervously but excitedly embracing it with determination and expectation, because otherwise I'm just as silly as a hamster running on my wheel wondering why all my effort doesn't get me anywhere. Running on your wheel is perfectly fine if you're content with your particular cage and its amenities, some cages are more tolerable than others I suppose, but I'm not liking mine. I have a plan. I love having a plan, haven't had one of those in a while. First I'm gonna get me one of those balls that I can roam outside the cage and go places in. It will bring lots of new opportunity and also protect me while I explore a much bigger world! Then, you watch. I'm gonna break out of the ball=)










4 comments:

Charity said...

Awesome! It is so wonderful to see things turning around and your positive attitude. :)

Rae said...

School! YAY!

Heather said...

haha the image of you walking around wide-eyed in a plastic ball had me laughing out loud...
Silly, lovely girl.

Raven said...

he he. made ya laugh. =]

Thanks Charity, yep I'm wriggling my way out of this muddy mess. Bluer skies, greener grass and rainbows are across the street from this giant mud puddle!