I am living a moment of, hell.  I can't quite find words to explain the dread surging through my veins.  I just tried to open a blog I was keeping on the 750 words site which I haven't used for several months, and it seems to have VANISHED!?!  There seems to be no record of it under either email address I might have used.  I have just lost so much writing it makes me ill.  RAGE!!  And then sadness, and denial, and well, I wish there could be bargaining...